Monday, February 3, 2020

Doing nothing is okay...


Saturday, February 1, 2020

I’m currently reading a book called ‘The Stranger in the Woods’ by Michael Finkel, which is the true story of Maine hermit Chris Knight who, at age 20, left everything behind and trekked off into the woods of northern Maine where he set up a camp only a short distance from North Pond and lived, without human contact, for the next 27 years.  Only twice during that time did he encounter other people and both times only in passing on a trail.  He lived by stealing from over 100 cabins situated in the woods around and near North Pond, which was only a short distance from his hideaway camping site.  He never started a fire.  He cooked on a Coleman stove and slept in a tent under a tarp in winters that often saw temperatures plunging to minus 20 degrees and colder.  After over an estimated 1,000 break-ins, he was finally captured in 2013.
In reading the account, I have been struck by several things about survival for sure, but I am more fascinated by his interest and willingness – maybe necessity – to be entirely alone.  I have done several camping trips where I have been without human contact for several days, but in each situation would eventually come upon another person and was anxious to converse.  I avoid going alone and only do it when no one else is available to join me because I get the greatest enjoyment sharing in the serene beauty I experience and talking about what we’ve seen and done around a campfire at the day’s end.
The book and his experience has gotten me thinking again about walking one of the big trails of North America, though.  There is much conversation in the book about the need for solitude and doing absolutely nothing in an effort to explore one’s deepest thoughts.  Without total silence it is quite impossible and, in my experience, is best accomplished in outdoor places full of natural beauty and splendor.  It also has the absolute requirement of being completely comfortable with doing nothing…and this is really difficult because, for me at least, doing nothing makes me feel guilty.  Doing nothing, thinking and contemplating, is doing something and I have to remind myself that it’s not only okay, it’s actually very healthy physically, mentally, and, in my case, spiritually.  It is during these times that I reflect on who I am, how I’m comporting myself and whether and how to improve.  I come away from these soul-searching events committed to being a better version of myself and look for ways to put it in motion.  It makes me happier and feeling better about myself.  It is a good thing.
This is the winter that hasn’t happened yet and I’m not complaining.  I managed a bike ride in 50-degree weather the other day, the fourth ride of the winter.  I’m realizing how much I enjoy cooking and have been tackling old family recipes with the result being plenty of calorie consumption.  I need the winter to stay warm so that I can burn the excess on long rides.  Since I’m also getting out and taking long walks with Dakota and have been almost every day of my retirement, I’ve managed to maintain a semblance of fitness, but it’s far from enough to satisfy me and is the other compelling reason for me to have something like the Appalachian Trail to plan to hike.  We’ll get to that later…

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